Working with receipts involves three stages: collection, printing, and observing subsequent changes. I collected receipts from people around me, gathered my own, and also asked for them in stores.
For printing, I used a special thermal printer suitable for working with receipt format. Before printing, there is an opportunity to edit the image in various ways and making images positive or negative. Thermal printing significantly simplifies the image due to the large pixels used in printing, so it was necessary to select the appropriate settings. During this stage, I tested various settings. I grappled with the question, "how abstract or readable do I want to make the texture?". I contemplated making natural shapes difficult to recognise, compelling viewers to interpret the images and guess their origins. Ambiguity can create confusion and attract attention. However, ultimately, I intuitively chose an individual approach for each texture, guided more by my aesthetic preferences. As a result, some of the images are easy to recognise, while others are not.
As I mentioned earlier, the images on the receipts fade over time. Although I have previously worked with thermal paper, I had not specifically worked with real receipts. I used my very first print on a such material for testing. I left this receipt under the sunlight. In the photo, you can see how the image faded after 3 months. I use this experiment to predict how the installation will evolve over the course of the 4-month exhibition.
The most extensive and intricate process was finding the right sticks. Initially, I searched in city streets and parks. My first pair of sticks was discovered near a street trash can, while others were found in a pile of sticks pruned by gardeners.
Feeling the need to continue the search elsewhere, I visited a large national park abundant with untouched nature and evidences of natural processes. Among the long-fallen trees, I found several suitable sticks. These sticks were completely dried up and lifeless.
At this point, I realised that freshly cut sticks and naturally decayed ones tell two different stories, setting different moods for the installation. This led me to question, "Should the natural elements in my installation show signs of life or be completely lifeless?" . Both options could fit the installation, as I aim to avoid explicit interpretations and leave room for viewers' perspectives. However, in my view, the lifeless natural material resonated more with the synthetic "partner" in this dialogue, shifting the narrative towards decay more than life. This pairing of lifeless synthetic and lifeless organic materials emphasises the disrupted state of balance in their coexistence.
Initially, the installation did not include a stand for the sticks. It was assumed that the sticks would lean against the wall. As a result, the shape of the sticks influenced how they would stand in the installation, as their stability against the wall was facilitated by their shape, specifically, by the additional branches on them.
In my practice, I always involve an element of chance. I value processes such as intuitiveness, randomness, and unintendedness. In this way, my practice becomes closer to nature, and I acquire unique opportunity to interact with forces beyond my control.
Conceptually, receipts in my work represent overconsumption. However, most of the receipts I collected are from grocery stores, which somewhat dilutes this symbolism. One could argue that food also falls under overconsumption. It's often produced in quantities exceeding what people need, and a significant portion ends up in landfills. There, instead of naturally decomposing, it rots in a way that harms the atmosphere.
However, if I had managed to collect more receipts from clothing stores, luxury stores, souvenir shops etc., the receipts would have better served the concept. Regrettably, during the project, I encountered negative reactions and stress from interacting with salespeople. Furthermore, asking shops for receipts essentially means asking salespeople to rummage through the trash, which is quite inconvenient for them and distracts them from their work. Overall, for this installation, I worked with the material that I could obtain. In the future, I see greater potential in receipts from stores associated with overconsumption more.
During the image fading test on the receipt, a rain drop accidentally fell on it. The image inside the droplet faded even more. This was a very curious moment and before this test, I did not know about such a reaction of receipt paper. Potentially, I could put all my receipts under a light rain and get a visually interesting effect, which could enhance the interaction of nature and this synthetic material, making it literal, not metaphorical.